别让人进来 Let's um, let's not have people coming in,
就这些人吧 I'd like to do this with anybody in here.
大家都散开行吗 Could everybody split?
别都挤在这 谢谢 And not to be here. Thanks.
-我们也可以... -再锁上门 - Maybe we can keep... - And close the door.
-不让门口站人 -锁上行吗 - Keep people away from the door... - Lock it. Is all good?
行 谢谢 Yep. Thank you.
我从未如此深刻地感受到 "And Never Have I Felt so Deeply at One And the Same Time"
与灵魂相距甚远 "So Detached From Myself
法国哲学家及作家
而我的存在却如此真实 阿尔贝·加缪 and so Present in The World" - Albert Camus.
致亨利 "For Henry".
上学的时候 我成绩不好 I wasn't good in school.
我不关心学校 I didn't care for school.
其实我那时候 Um... It was a nice socially
也交了些朋友 based on my own experience.
但我基本上还是独来独往 But I kind of just went along...
起初我选的是音乐系 I started of the Music Major.
我会成为摇滚明星 I'll be Rock-n-road Star.
但是天不遂人愿 But that didn't quite worked out.
1985年 In 1985.
格洛里亚飓风期间 During the hurricane, hurricane Gloria.
我乘火车进城工作 I was taking an train into the city to work.
去的路上 I was... I gone to work
跟我刚开始当老师的姐夫 and I was on the phone with my brother-in-law
打着电话 who... he had just started teaching.
他说学校放假了 He said that he was off from school.
等等 Now, wait a second,
你因为飓风不用去学校 而我正往城里奔 you're off from school for hurricane, I am going to the city....
去写字楼上班吗 to work in the office building?
真是个肥差 It's an pretty good game, right.
我母亲是一名教师 My mother was an teacher.
我从小就 I knew it without an shadow of a doubt
清清楚楚地知道 from my early childhood
我绝对不会当老师 that the one job, I would never do is becoming an teacher.
不管这差使条件有多优越 Never ever I would take the top-cards on a "Turn plate".
我都会坚持 I'll be reshuffled anything
选其他的工作 rather than become an teacher.
我是为了实现自我价值 And I decided to be a teacher
才当老师的 because I wanted to do something with my life besides
本来我给一家公司 what I was doing which I was driving a truck
开卡车 后来 for a company. And,
我决定再做出点成绩 I decided that I want to do a little better for myself,
就回到学校去教书 so I started teaching a little bit, I went back to school.
那年我三十七岁 I was at age of 37.
我的一个大学同学 A friend of mine from the College,
他姨妈是 his aunt was the ...
纽约州新泽西市女子学院的校长 Principle of the "All-girls" in the city school in New York New Jersey.
他们急缺老师 They were desperate for teachers.
正合我意 我可以去干一年 So I thought "Great", I can do this for a year.
省得我爸让我找个干一辈子的工作 It will keep my father for making me an job for prudential.
一年时间够我做职业规划了 And then I'll figure it out what I want to do.
他们叫我去面试 Well they called up for asking me on an interview.
稀里糊涂就得到了这份 And I happened to get the job,
在皇后区一所初中教书的工作 at a Junior High school in Queens.
结果我 And I ended up...
一干就是三十年 starring it my... what's now... my 30 years.
这里大多数的老师一度 Most of the teachers here at one point,
都曾笃信 they believed
他们能有所作为 that they could make a difference.
我知道 I know how important it is to...
去引导和帮助他人 have guidance and to have...
了解人世中复杂的事物 someone help you to understand the complexities
有多重要 我其实没有 of the world that we live in. I didn't really
真正长大 have that... growing up.
我就是钱 I am money.
我被文明人抢来抢去 I change hands like a dollar bill that's been robbed by the lamb
一名智者从天而降 and a genius appeared and cried loudly
大声地哭了起来 with volume.
可眼泪却从我的身体流出 But the tears were of myself
一切不幸从此发端 and that's where all went wrong.
鲁北 我是马图尔主任 Hi, Lubei, Dean Marthur's here.
我病了 今天不去了 I'm sick and I won't be coming in today,
好吗 alright?
倒带重放
卡罗尔·迪尔登 校长
有话直说 哈沃德博士 我还得迎接参观团呢 Get to the point, Dr. Harward. I have a school tour, alright?
过去三年全州均分下降了 The state score's going down for last three years.
-你不是有意... -别装糊涂 - You're not deliberately... - Don't pretend you know the game,
你把我们学校作为 You "Ink-mark" my school as
垃圾学生收容所 the transfer dump for the worst kids in the descant.
孩子们有受教育的权力 不对吗 kids deserve an education. Don't you agree?
你没事找事 浪费我的时间 I agree your jerking loafer is wasting my time.
有话直说 哈沃德博士 Get to the point, Dr. Harward...
我们需要能唤醒良知的教育者 We need an concience builders.
运用新的方法 A new methodology.
腐败的系统 The corruptize system.
不 我们在清理门户 No, we're cleaning house.
考察人员觉得你该退到二线了 Supervisor-attendence feel that it's time you step down.
宝贝 你很有胆量 Babe, you got some fucking nerve
敢到我的地盘跋扈 come into my yard with the heart your fucking self.
卡罗尔 你也曾是教育者 Carol, there was a time when you were an educator.
你曾受人敬仰 You were very well-respected.
我们想让你功成身退 We want you go out on top.
都坐下 闭嘴 好了 Everybody, sit down and shut up, alright?
开始选班委 Start to pulling out the referrals!
坐下 Sit!
坐下 Sit down!
我要开始放碟了 I am starting the DVD!
-称呼你巴特还是巴特斯呢 -巴特 - Barth or Barthes? - Barth.
-巴特先生 -是的 女士 - Mr. Barth. - Yes madam.
巴特 亨利先生 Mr. Barth Henry.
你之前一直在拉克亚瑟学校 So you've been taking an long term assignments at the...
长期任职 "Lark & Arthur".
那个不入流的学校 The Fringe.
就是这么回事 Ah that's what it worked out.
试用期一个月 This is an a-month-long assignment
到期后转为正式教师 Until I can fill it permanently.
我找你来是因为 I asked to meet with you because you come
他们在推荐信里对你推崇备至 highly recommended at this best sub on the whole sheet.
看来我真是有贵人相助啊 This is someone who do me an endorsement.
没错 巴特先生 I agree, Mr. Barth.
你会发现许多学生 You'll find many of your
与年级水平相差甚远 students functionally well below the grade level.
你的任务就是让他们赶上来 That is your task is trying to get them caught up.
按教学大纲来教 Teach the curriculum,
这是最重要的 most importantly.
明白吗 Understood?
-早上好 -早上好 - Good morning. - Good morning.
我是巴特先生 I'm Mr. Barth.
你们很多都不知道这是十一年级英语上吧 Lots of you haven't heard this is English 11 A.
-对 -是啊 - Yes. - Yeah.
听着 我有一条规矩 Listen up, I have one rule.
就一条 Just one.
不想待在这儿 If you don't want to be here.
就别来 Don't come.
哥们 那是什么意思 Dude, what does that mean?
我不是哥们 叫我巴特先生 It's not dude, it's Mr. Barth.
s不发音 The letter S is silent.
-你个娘炮 -马库斯 闭嘴 - You are fucking gay. - Marcus, Shut up!
不 闭上你的嘴 No, you shut up!
死肥婆 A diet Bitch.
马库斯 Hey Marcus.
你猜怎么着 Guess what?
怎么着 What?
你可以走了 You are free to leave.
-现在就行吗 -现在就行 - Like right now? - Like right now.
-你好 -再见 哥们 - Hiya... - See you later, man.
怎么 要我去主任 What's the fuck, you want me to
-办公室吗 -爱去哪去哪 - go to the Dean's Office? - I don't care where you go.
每人拿出一张草稿纸 Everyone pull out a shitty paper.
我想看看你们每个人的 I'd like to assess where
写作技巧如何 your individual writing skills are...
没纸怎么办 What if I got no paper?
好的 情景如下 Okay here is the situation
你死了 You're dead.
简要地写下 Alright, write a brief
-关于...-混球 - but detailed essay about ... - Hey jackass,
我他妈问你问题呢 I ask you a fucking question
你的各个朋友或家人 ... about what a friend or a parent
会在葬礼上如何谈及你的短评 might say about you during your funeral.
-好的 你们有30分钟的时间 -废话连篇 - Okay, you have 30 minutes - Bullshit...
问你他妈问题呢 I asked your motherfucking question, didn't I?
还有事吗 Anything else?
你个婊子最好在我操翻你之前滚蛋 You'd better get the fuck up before I am fucking up your rat shit.
那个包 That bag...
没有任何感觉 It doesn't have any feelings...
它是空的 It's empty.
我也不会被你伤害 I don't have any feeling that you can hurt either.
好吗 我知道你生气 Okay? I understand you're angry.
我以前脾气也很爆 I used to be very angry too, okay.
我明白 你没理由生我的气 因为 I get it. You have no reason to be angry with me, because...
我是少数试图 I am one of the few people
给你提供机会的人之一 that's here trying to give you an opportunity.
现在我要请你 Now I am going to ask you
坐下 you just sit down.
然后尽力写作文 And do your best.
我还会给你一张纸 And I will give you a piece of paper.
怎么样 How's that?
能他妈给我根笔吗 Can I get a fucking pen too?
孩子们精力过剩 Kids don't have any attention spend.
他们百无聊赖 They're bored.
如果他们觉得你分享的东西 So how are you supposed to review the man of
都毫无意义 他们又怎会 class literature they don't... if they don't believe...
听你 that you
谈论那些文学人物呢 have something meaningful for share.
谢谢 Thank you.
为什么只把马库斯赶出去 没让杰瑞出去 Why do you throw Marcus out of the class but not Jerry?
我得杀鸡儆猴 Well I got to make an example on somebody.
马库斯言语上侮辱了你 You know Marcus has been verbally insulting you.
我的班里不允许这种事 That's not allowed in my classroom.
说我什么无所谓 What they say to me is immaterial.
你叫什么名字 What's your name?
梅雷迪思 Meredith.
很高兴认识你 梅雷迪思 Nice to meet you, Meredith.
你真不在乎孩子们对你出言不逊吗 So you don't really care what the kids say to you?
可能我已经习惯了 Perhaps I've used to it.
我有那么坚强就好了 I wish I could be that strong.
不是坚强不坚强的问题 梅雷迪思 It doesn't take strength, Meredith,
你要懂得 很遗憾的是 understand that unfortunetly
大多数人都按自我意识行动 most of people are act self-awareness.
你得好好记住 You should really keep that in mind as
因为你没有机会重来 you haven't get that chance of second period.
每个阶段都会遇到这样的人 You will meet them again at every age.
我要见校长 I want to see the Principle!
是她 妈妈 That's her, mom.
就是你这个婊子把我的宝贝撵出去的吗 为什么 You're bitch that expelled my baby? And for what?
不好意思 也许你想... Excuse me, maybe you would like to...
就因为你处理不好吗 Because you can't handle it?
那你这个婊子还在这干什么 不想要 Bitch why are you be here? You want to be at
饭碗了吗 我可没时间理你 home everyday? I don't have time for this bullshit!
-小点声 -你还在这干什么 - Keep your volumn down! - Why do you be here?
女士 冷静点 Hey Ma'am, clam down.
我们去主任办公室谈吧 We'll go talk about this in the Dean's Office.
我哪也不跟你去 I ain't go anywhere with you.
夫人 我知道您很生气 Look, ms, I know you're angry.
但他们不会听您的话 您得跟我谈 But they won't listen to you, you need to talk to me.
-种族歧视的婊子 我要告死你 -来吧 女士们 - Races bitch, I will sue your ass... - Come on, ladies...
这边 This way.
-女士们 -发生什么了 - Ladies. - What happened?
婊子 你再让我下不来台 Bitch, you give me any more
老子就找我的人操死你 shame in class I'm gonna get my fucking gang rape your ass!
打扰一下 Excuse me.
你是新来的吗 Are you new here?
是的 今天刚来 Yes, first day.
欢迎 Welcome.
刚才那种场面多了 That was quite a scene back there.
我有点吓懵了 I was a little stunned.
但这里其实挺安全的 But it's actually safe here.
抱歉忘了介绍 我是麦迪逊小姐 Sorry I am Miss Madison.
我是亨利 亨利·巴特 I am Henry, Henry Barth.
我对自己的感受从来都直言不讳 Whatever is on my mind, I say it as I feel it.
我真实地对待自己 I am truthful to myself.
我年轻 I'm young,
又年老 连灵魂都无聊至极 And I'm old and I am bored up to my soul.
许许多多次 So many times.
我失去了表情 整个人消失不见 I am out of faces and I am gone.
我就像你一样 I am just like you.
帕特丽夏 Patricia?
-喂 -亨利 是我 医院的人 - Hello? - Henry, it's me, from the hospital.
他又来了 你得来一趟 He's done it again, you need to get down here!
混蛋 别烦我 Bastard, leave me alone!
你为什么不处理 Why aren't you handling this?
我没法让他出来 I can't get him out!
-你来让他... -帕特丽夏 - You come and get him... - Patricia?
谢谢 Thanks.
外公 快点 Grandpa, come on.
我是亨利 开门 It's Henry, open the door.
帕特丽夏 Patricia.
不 我是亨利 是亨利 No, it's Henry, it's Henry.
-谁 -亨利 - Who? - It's Henry!
外公 拜托你 把门打开 Grandpa, please, open... open the door...
宝贝 Wow, sweetheart.
我把你当成你妈妈了 I thought that you were your mom.
你穿好衣服了 好吧 You're dressed. Okay, there...
你要去哪吗 Were you going somewhere?
我要去上班 Now I'm going to work.
你退休了 You are retired.
退休了 好吗 You are retired, okay?
现在非常晚了 你得睡觉了 好吗 It's very very late so I need you to go to sleep, okay?
到床上去吧 Let's come to bed.
你好吗 How you doing, huh?
有的老年人死前睡的很多 Some old people sleep a lot before they died.
很傻吧 Isn't that silly?
靠 Fuck.
没事吧 Everything okay?
闭嘴 Shut up.
你听着 You listen.
我知道你就是个没教养的醉鬼 I know you're just some under-educated drank who
陪着这些快死的老人打发时间 passing the time with these old dying people.
但是我付你钱是要你照顾他 But I'm paying you to assist him for living.
而你没有给他任何帮助 You're not assisting him!
我说过把浴室的锁卸下来 I told you take the lock off of his bathroom door!
你知道他起夜会忘事 You know how he gets up at night and he forgets
所以得陪着他 so you need to be there for him.
让他觉得安全 Make him feel safe.
我跟你把话说清楚 Let me be very clear here.
你要是再无视他的需要 You stop neglecting his needs,
我他妈就不管你了 or I would start fucking with yours!
我就把你炒了 I would have you fired!
你的家庭 There is going to be your family,
孩子 your children,
就不会好过了 are gonna be at risk!
明白吗 You got it?
明白了 I got it.
别再让我来处理这事 Don't make me come down here again to sort this out,
好吗 okay?
把臭钱都交出来 Give me the fucking money!
听见了吗 臭钱都交出来 Did you heard me? Give me the fucking money!
速度把臭钱都交出来 Give me the fucking money now!
你以为我喜欢你吗 You think I like you?
把他妈钱给我 Give me the fucking money!
-你想要钱 -速度 - You want the money? - Now!
你为什么跟着我 Why you follow me?
我没有 很晚了 你应该回家 走吧 女士 I am not, it's late, you should be home, just go ma'am.
什么 你疯了吗 What? Are you crazy now?
-你能出多少钱 -离我远点儿 - What the fucking of your deal, huh? - Keep away from me.
他打我你为什么不管 Why you let the guy beat shit out of me?
你这个自私的讨厌鬼 Huh, you selfish like a fucking lemon
-不是东西 -不好意思 我不想跟你说话 - or something. - Excuse me, I don't wanna talk with you.
你觉得他打我不要紧吗 Don't you think there're something wrong with that?
听着 Listen.
小孩儿 我不知道你从几岁起 Little kid, I don't know how old you were,
就误入歧途 when roads were went wrong.
但这样不是办法 好吗 But this isn't the fucking answer, okay.
想想招儿 你的青春稍纵即逝 Figure it out, you gonna be really old really quick.
-你该知道的 -你为什么对我这么刻薄 - You should know that. - Why are you mean to me? Huh?
你觉得我没有感觉吗 You don't think that I have feelings?
你有吗 你有感觉吗 Do you? Do you have feelings?
听着 老兄 Listen, pal.
和我比起来 In between you and me.
貌似你的麻烦更多 You look like you got more problems than me.
是吗 Oh really?
当然 来吧 我来让你爽爽 Yeah really, so come on, I mean I will make you better.
干什么 请离我远点 别乱来 What are you doing, get off from me please, you flirting with me?
没什么 Nothing,
如果你不介意 我只是想和你玩玩 I just want to hang out with you if you want me,
我还 and I...
我介意 I don't wanna hang out with you.
是吗 你看起来很饥渴 I don't know you seem kinda lonely.
也许我们可以去你那里 放松一下 Maybe we can get back to your place just relax...
不敢玩玩吗 You're afraid to like it?
恐怕像你这样的 I'm afraid I fuck the way
我都玩的不要了 you done so many times, I get used to it.
去你的 臭男人 Fuck you, man!
滚远点 死基佬 Fuck off, queer.
祝你晚上愉快 Have a good night, yeah.
对 对 拍拍屁股走人 喂 Yeah, yeah, just walk away? Hey?
你上哪里去 Where are you going?
他草得她们魂不守舍 "He just fuck their shit up and... "
葬礼上 "the ladies cry for me... "
女士们为我哭泣 "at the funeral. "
因为再没有男人 "'Cause I ain't around no more to"
前后夹击 "digs that split up... "
让她们高潮迭起 "raw and shit... "
我的男孩们脸上黯然无光 "And my boys all gets faded... "
让我在臭气哄哄的地底操出一番天地吧 "Blaze in that skunk shit and fuck."
托尼 Toni.
说来可笑 我一直 You know it's funny, I spend a lot of time
极力逃避事实 trying to not have to deal.
不愿承认 To not really commit,
我只是代课老师 I am a substitute teacher.
我没有义务认真教书 There are no real responsibility to teach.
我只需保持秩序 The responsibility is to maintain order.
确保学生们不会在教室里互相残杀 Make sure nobody kills anybody in the classroom.
确保他们进入下一阶段 And then make that into next period.
她曾是一个温柔可人的姑娘 "She used to be an sweet girl"
但她总是对生活要求太多 "She never seem to be satisfied with her life... "
她又有什么资格不满足 "And why should she have been. "
她的母亲和我尽可能满足她所需 "Her mother and I gave her everything she needed... "
为什么她突然变得如此乖张 "So why she become so angry? "
如此粗劣 如此刻薄 "So miserable, so mean for all of a sudden. "
我们不明白 "We don't know. "
坦白说 这与我们并无干系 "Frankly, it doesn't reflect on us. "
我们是称职的父母 "We were good parents. "
但她 以自杀的方式 "But still, she repaid us for all we've done"
回报了我们的付出 "by killing herself. "
自私的傻孩子 "Stupid and selfish Child. "
她没有机会进入普林斯顿大学了 "Now she will never get into Princeton. "
佚名 No name.
喂 我是马蒂修斯教务长 "Ah, hi, it is Dean Mathias here. "
我干不下去了 "I can't do it anymore. "
我要...辞职 " I... um I quit! "
这不是我们可爱的派克博士吗 Oh, if it isn't... the lovely Dr. Parker.
想来点灵丹吗 帮你撑过一整天 Do you like a happy pill help you through the day?
很好吃的 They're yummy.
我要你 I need you
在第二学期补上马蒂修斯教务长的位子 to fill out the Dean Mathias in the second period.
我很担心你 查理 I am worried about you, Charlie.
我就喜欢瞧你扭动屁股走出房间的样子 I just uh... really love watching you leave the room.
席博特先生 他保留了那惯有的幽默感 Mr. Seaboldt, he maintained an sense of humor.
幽默感很重要 I think the sense of humor is key,
可惜我没有 I don't possess it.
或者说 I mean, I do...
我开的玩笑都很悲剧 in a tragic sort of way.
你在这里做什么 席先生 What are you doing here Mr. Sea?
我来顶替马蒂修斯教务长 Uh, coming in for the Dean Mathias.
马蒂修斯是个贱人 Mathias is a bitch.
满口胡言 Talk shit.
你就等着像婊子一样被扇巴掌 You get slapped like a bitch.
乖乖听老子的话 You are not gonna to give me on attention either.
否则老子就把你操到满地打滚 Or I'm gonna on fuck your shit of type.
操蛋 Motherfucker.
操 老子爆你雏菊懂吗 婊子养的 Oh shit, you know, on fuck your shit of type, Motherfucker.
真是太好了 Wow... that is I mean really great.
您可真是口吐珠玑 I mean that it's truly un-lyrical.
您真应该上国家大剧院去 You should take that on the stage.
这戏必定水到渠成 I mean that should serve itself.
明白我的意思吗 Umm, hey who could talk some of my thought says.
我要操你紧实的小穴 婊子养的 I am going to on fuck your shit of type motherfucker.
我来告诉你 小淘气 I'll tell you now, your little naughty.
老子你他妈玩不起 I'm not the fucking shit of your type.
你的菊花还太嫩了 小屁孩 I'm not the fucking shit of type of your ass.
你个婊子养的 You motherfucker!
我他妈要操得你满地打滚 婊子养的 I am going to on fuck your shit of type you motherfucker.
听我说 I'll tell you what.
不如你先坐下 Why don't you have a seat?
好吗 然后 okay and then uh...
一会儿我就回来 共商您的远大前程 I will back shortly and then to discuss your great future.
好吗 老兄 okay, my man?
我是说 婊子养的 I mean, your motherfucker.
好了 贵姓 Okay, Miss what?
艾伦 能给我看你的乳头吗 Ellen, can I see your nipples?
什么 不 What? No!
不对呀 Wrong.
我已经看到了呀 Actually I can.
明白我的意思吗 See there is the whole point,
到学校来 你就得穿内衣 you have to wear bra to go to school.
席博特先生 我只想保持本色 Well Mr. Seaboldt, I'm just want to be me.
我没管你怎么穿 你也别管我 I don't tell you how to dress, so you don't tell me.
明白 Understand?
艾伦 知道这是什么吗 Ellen you know what's that is?
这是一幅美丽的夏威夷落日图 It's a beautiful picture of the sunset in Hawaii.
很美 对吧 It's really pretty, isn't it?
现在 Now,
知道这是什么吗 you know what's that is?
这是染了淋病的阴道 It's vagina infected with gonorrhea.
真他妈恶心 It's fucking gross.
是的 正如你所见 Yes very, as you see.
你穿成这样来学校 When you come to school dress like that,
就给了别人错误的信息 you give the wrong signal.
你不想被尊重吗 Don't you want the people to respect you?
老娘受尊重着呢 Yah I get respect,
纵老娘阅屌无数军旗依然屹立不倒 I don't give it to every "dick" in my face.
阅屌无数 Every "dick" in your face.
真叫人肃然起敬 That's respectful.
穿上 穿着直到 Put it on, wear this for the rest...
喂 我说了 穿着直到放学 Hey I said that, wear that for the rest of the day.
明白 Okay?
我可以走了吗 Can I go now?
我想应该可以吧 I suppose you can, I mean
如果事情都说清楚了的话 If we were done, I'll be done?
-说清了 -那就没事了 - We were done. - We were done.
又拯救了一个学生 Another student was saved.
从浴室里出来 奶奶 Come out of the bathroom, Grandma!
拜托了 奶奶 开门 Come on, grandma, open the door.
在吗 祖父 Hey grandpa.
祖父 Grandpa.
你还好吗 You okay?
发生什么了 祖父 What is it, grandpa?
是亨利 祖父 It's Henry, grandpa.
祖父 我是亨利 Grandpa, it's Henry.
-谁 -很痛吗 - Who? - Do you feel pain?
我尿床了 I... I pissed myself.
拜托了 奶奶 开门 Come on, grandma open the door!
打扰一下 Excuse me.
请进来一下好吗 Can you come in here please?
怎么回事 Have a little accident?
对 你应该 Yes, you should...
你想 Do you want to?
看 我们把他伺候得舒舒服服的 看 You see, we've been taking care of him, see.
看 你没事 You see? You okay.
你没事 You right?
你最近还在写作吗 祖父 Have you done any writing, Grandpa?
有写东西吗 写日记 Any writing, in the journals?
没有 我的人生 No, my life...
我的人生不值一提 my life is not worth mentioning.
没关系 没关系 It's okay, it's okay.
我不想成为老不中用的东西 I didn't want to be old like this.
我不想成为负担 I hate being a burden.
你不是负担 You aren't a burden.
知道吗 Okay?
你不是负担 You aren't a burden.
好吧 你喜欢来这里吗 Sure, do you like coming here?
你妈妈今天来了 Your mother came by today.
最近有跟她见面吗 Have you spoken to her lately?
没有 No.
告诉她我很好 I would told her I am fine.
你总说你很好 You always say you were fine,
但我知道你藏着心事 but I know you hide things from me.
你总是自我封闭 You always been closed off.
从你孩提时就这样 Ever since you were a kid.
为什么 Why is that?
什么 Why?
你不高兴了 我不是故意要说这些的 You upset, I don't mean to say these things to you...
我不是有意让你 I don't mean to make you...
你没有让我不高兴 You haven't upset me
祖父 Grandpa.
过去的事 我不想再提 So I don't wanna talk about the past.
你和我的记忆大不相同 You and I remember it very differently.
睡觉吧 闭上眼睛 我就在这里 Get some rest, close your eyes, I'm here.
我一直在你身边 I am here with you.
当你不再来看我时 亨利 When you stop coming, Henry,
我也就死了 I would die.
靠 Fuck.
有烟吗 You got a smoke?
不 我没有烟 No, I don't have a smoke.
你去哪儿了 Where you go?
想干什么 What gotta do now?
你呢 小孩 What would you gonna do, little kid?
我不知道 I don't know.
能借我十刀吗 Can you lend me ten bucks?
拜托了 老兄 我很饿 Come on, man I'm hungry.
我的住处也许有些吃的 I may have some you need in my place.
进来 去洗手 Come in, wash your hands.
那边有肥皂 There are soap over there.
坐吧 Sit down.
这地方真不错 Really nice place you got.
谢谢 Thanks.
有刺激点的吗 You got anything stronger?
吃你的三明治 Here is your sandwiches.
悠着点儿 老兄 Hey, hold on man!
这样要一百刀 It's $100.
放松 Relax...
怎么 What?
你最近被强暴了吗 Have you been raped recently?
关你屁事 What do you care?
我不确定该如何处理 I'm not sure what I am doing to take care of it.
要我就会多穿点 I would put something on.
这样 我该回去了 Look, I gotta get back.
回去 Back?
回去哪儿 Back where?
听着 兄弟 Listen, buddy.
你没钱没关系 毕竟 You don't got the money it's cool, I mean...
我喜欢你 I like you.
要不 我给你打个半折 How about you for 50?
听我说 Listen to me.
别再想些扯淡的东西 好吗 Knock off the bullshit, okay?
去浴室 Coming to the bathroom.
小心伤口感染 This stain wound...
你为什么要这样 Why you doing this?
洗个澡吧 Take a shower.
毛巾是干净的 This is fresh towel.
谢谢 Thank you.
睡吧 Go to sleep.
喂 我是派克博士 Hello, this is Dr. Parker
我儿子有学习障碍 My son has LD,
我是技工 遗传不好 I was an operator, this what he got...
所以你必须给他一台免费笔记本 Now you got to do is get him an free laptop
凯文先生 Mr. Kevin,
你的儿子蓄意伤害其他学生 your son offensively hitting another student.
他的问题是行为上的 His problems are behavioral.
我儿子这么做是因为 Hey my kid has to do it because
他什么都没学到 he's not learning anything.
而这都是你的错 And it's your fault!
喂 你在干什么 Hey hey... what are you doing?
你有毛病吗 What is the matter with you?
我们的调查显示 As it is, our research has been made
我们有真正需要帮助的学习障碍儿童 that we have an real LD kids here may need my attention.
他一直很狂躁 He is always mad all the time
是因为他没享受到应有的教育服务 because he is not getting the services he needed.
宪法将保障我们的权益 No Charter Hypathesis that protecting our right,
你等着收传票吧 you will be hear from my lawyer!
先生 Mr. ...
喂 你在干什么 Hey, what are you doing?
这是什么 What is this?
这是什么 很有趣吗 What is this? Funny?
去上课 快点 Get the class, get the class right now.
笑点在哪里 我怎么就不懂 What's the joke? I didn't got the joke, huh.
这很有趣吗 Is this funny? Was this little goodies?
虐待动物很好玩吗 You like hurting animals? Huh?!
你喜欢玩这个 给我听着 Is that what you like to do? Listen to me,
你喜欢虐待动物吗 你喜欢这个吗 you like hurting Animals? You like this?!
走 跟我走 走 Come here, go, go, go, come on.
快走 Walk.
雷蒙德先生 研究表明 Mr. Raymond, the studies have shown that
早年出现虐待动物行为的儿童 the kid approach hurting the animals at their early age.
日后极有可能 Eventually they fall into the highly percentage of adults
缺乏人类基本情感 who may fail to develop even the most basic feelings for people.
雷文 Raven.
你作何感想 How do you feel about this?
感觉像是 I feel...
无法挣脱 Trapped.
就像这只猫 Like the cat.
操 Fuck.
你是谁 干什么 Who are you? What?
付钱了吗 你付她钱了吗 Did you pay? Did you pay her?
好 好 这里 好 Yeah alright, yeah yeah alright, here...
付给她 Pay her
好 这里 拿着 Alright, here, take...
给我干什么 Why are you pay me for, huh?!
老子给你口交了吗 Wasn't my mouth!
你他妈的滚出去 滚出去 Get fuck out of here, get out of here!
操 Fuck!
别打我 Don't hurt me!
拿去 Here...
换床单 Change your sheets!
你怎么能重蹈覆辙 How you do it again?
请不要生我的气 Please don't be mad at me.
我不生你的气 I am not mad at you.
也请不要觉得我无可救药 And please don't think badly of me.
我再也不了 I won't do it anymore.
我保证 I promise.
你用不着向我保证 You don't need to promise me.
好吗 不用向我保证 Okay don't promise to me.
无论是什么 你想干什么 你就去干 Whatever it is, you feel you need to do, you do it.
但不要在这里 But you don't do it here!
明白 Okay?
你在干什么 What are you doing there?
怎么不敲门 Don't you knock?
这些画的什么 What these all supposed to be?
你受尽屈辱的灵魂 You tortured soul?
为什么不画点积极的东西 Why don't you paint something cheerful?
画点有颜色的东西 Like happy with color.
你还想让我怎样 爸 What do you want from me dad?
你都已经把我生成这样 Besides for me to have been born like peanuts.
老子辛苦工作 I don't work all day
你他妈把我晚上心情都毁了 to have my night ruined by your teen ants.
你这么大的孩子 Mostly your age,
都会以那些少数 I gained my full right of sample at Stanford University
能进斯坦福的人为榜样 like that some minority can...
我不会再支持你 I am not going to support you
和你搞的什么狗屁玩意 and your little creative habbits!
明白吗 我对你的艺术厌倦透了 Okay? I've had it with all your little art projects.
艺术没有前途 They are going nowhere!
你永远能找到理由 爸爸 You always know what to say, Dad.
如果你把头发整理整理 No, if you clear your hair,
变瘦一些 and lost some weight.
也能找到靠谱的男孩 谁知道呢 You gonna attract some nice boys, who knows.
在试图成为父母之前 There should be
人们应该 prerequisite
先确定自己达到了那个标准 curriculum from being an parent, before the people attempt.
别在家里做试验 Don't try this at home.
吃掉 Take this.
那是什么 What are those?
吃之前你就该问的 You're supposed to ask me before you taken them.
是维他命 They're Vitamins
和阿司匹林 and Aspirin.
这是为你着想 At some point,
你应该去测一下艾滋 you should get an HIV test.
都是为你着想 At some point.
那天 你为什么在公交车上哭 Why are you crying on the bus?
睡吧 Go to sleep.
你的朋友吗 A friend of yours?
朋友 A friend.
不不 Oh... no no
当然是朋友 他是 Of course a friend, he was...
不折不扣的混蛋 Total asshole.
为什么这么说 What was his problem?
他和这职业格格不入 He chose a vocation that did not chose him...
其整个职业生涯 and he spent his whole career
就是一部谩骂史 他自己这么说的 casting curses before swear, he talked like that...
孩子们都憎恨他 The child hate his face.
他曾试图买通斯坦福伯克 He tried to purchase Stanford Berke and
从制定阅读书目中移除一些书籍 Ford nerve from our required reading list.
他安息后的太平日子还真令人伤感 There will be sad for this safety years of his sabbatical.
你再也不能兴风作浪了 You can do no more harm.
他怎么死的 How did he died?
没人知道 也没人关心 Who knows, and who cares.
大家好 "Hello"
这是精彩的一生 "It's treasury, this life"
所有那些拘留 "All detention"
停课 开除 "suspension and expulsion"
还有这些死亡会议 "these death meetings"
剪纸 "The Papers cuts"
无聊的家长 "The vacant parents"
恶毒的孩子 "Their vicious kids"
他们就是累赘 "They are the drags of bags"
他们玷污了我的灵魂 "They specked on my soul"
这种羞辱必须终止 "This humiliation must stop"
必须坚守原则 "Discipline must be restored,
这群孩子认为胡闹有理 these kids having fun of their run."
我们才是那个被审判的人 "We are the one, on trial! "
他妈的都疯了 "It's fucking madness! "
每个孩子都有价值吗 "like every child has value? "
这就是所谓教育的代价 "it's winner and what's the price of education?
那些没有动力 没有热情 " Fucking kids who have no desires "
没有头脑的孩子 "no fire ..."
你们都去死吧 " No mind to feed "
是什么意思 What's that mean?
吸收 To take something in.
很好 吸收 接纳 Well excellent, to absorb.
这个词呢 Anyone?
无处不在的 Everywhere all the time.
那么连起来 So what is the meaning ...
是什么意思 "Ubiquitous Assimilation"
随时随地吸收一切事物 Always absorbing everything everywhere all the time
乔治 解释得很好 Well done, George.
如果你能想到的东西都在眼前 How are you to imagine anything?
你的思维又如何插上想象的翅膀呢 If the images are always provided for you.
乔治·奥威尔在1984年出版的小说
谁去年读了《1984》这本书 Who here read "1984" last year?
很好 Good.
双重思想 "doubulethink"
这是什么意思 Anyone?
梅雷迪思 Meredith.
同时拥有两种互相矛盾的思想 Having two opposing believes at once,
且相信两种思想都是正确的 believing that both are true.
非常好 Excellent
你个死胖子 就爱出风头 Why you always suck as a dick, you fuck kiss ass?
即使明知是谎言 To deliberately believe in lies
也会去相信 while knowning their false.
这种例子在日常生活中比比皆是 Examples of this in your everyday life.
我 I...
只有变漂亮 need to be pretty
才会快乐 to be happy.
我要变漂亮 I need surgery
必须去整容 to be pretty.
我要变得苗条 I need to be thin,
出名 famous,
做时尚先锋 fashionable.
现在的年轻人 Our young men
受舆论影响 today,
认为 女性是下贱的 are being told that women
妓女 are whores,
婊子 可以任人玩弄 bitches, things to be scrolled,
欺凌 beaten,
蹂躏 shit on,
羞辱 ashamed.
这简直大规模的毁灭 This is a marketing holocaust.
在我们余下的生命中 24 hours a day,
一天24小时 for the rest of our lives,
都会驱使我们 the power that be
努力工作 are hard at work,
使我们在沉默中 dumbing us
灭亡 to death.
为了保护我们的思想不受侵害 So, to defend ourselves
能够与侵入我们思想 and fight against the
使我们日渐沉默的力量抗衡 stimulating of these dumbs into our thought processes.
我们必须学会阅读 We must learn to read,
以此来激活自身的想象力 to stimulate our own imaginations,
去培养 to cultivate
我们自己的意识 our own consciousness,
和信仰 our own belief systems.
我们需要这些技能 We all need these skills,
来保卫 to defend,
和维护 to preserve
自己的思想 our minds.
仔细一点 好极了 Just very careful, it's perfect.
很好 Great.
看呐 Have a look.
你自己画出了七巧板 You just made your own desolation.
我不在乎别人怎么说你 I don't care what they say how you doing great.
我的数学也不好 耐心学就行 I had a hard time in mathematics too, it takes time.
太酷了 Wow, that is damn cool.
你们好 Hi guys.
感谢大家出席 Thanks for staying late.
大概有15到20个听众 15 to 20 of you.
今天要向大家汇报一个新课题 Today it will be presented with new course work,
国家考试院通过的计划 Engineering Bruce of State Examinations preformance as mandated by
"不放弃任何孩子" no child left behind.
女士们 先生们 下午好 Good afternoon, ladies and gentlemen,
很高兴来到这里 it's my pleasure to be here.
我今日来此要进行宣讲 I have come today with some edifying materials
帮助那些已被大学录取或未被录取的学生 to help your matriculating and non-matriculating students
更好地准备即将到来的5月份考试 to better for prepare upcoming State Exams this May.
我想以这句话为开场白 Let me start by stating,
我爱老师 I love teachers.
我爱你们的这个职业 I love what you do,
爱你们所代表的意义 what you stand for.
你们是真正的英雄 You guys are the real heroes.
多年的私立学校教育经历教给我一件事 Now one thing I've learned all my years on private sector
那就是 is that,
房地产会创收 real estate generates revenue,
而这所学校的成绩若上升 and emerging property values
就正如房地产会升值 will be this school for saving grades.
但是 尤其是在当前 But your school's low test scores
经济不景气的情况下 are bringing down the whole
贵校成绩欠佳 real estate values in this neighborhood
已经令整个社区贬值 during a market already in decline.
我们得想办法提高成绩 We gotta to get the score up.
社区里的新家庭逐渐增多 New families in our district,
而贵校的问题学生也随之增加 and more motivated kids in your school.
我不是要谴责谁 And I am not asking any blame.
抱歉 你是来做考试宣讲的吗 Excuse me, are you here to sell some tests materials?
还是作为业主来发泄不满 Or to air your concerns as a property owner?
我很好奇 Listen, I am curious.
你是不是挂羊头 Are you giving away pop-corns or
卖狗肉呢 this crap you are pushing?
全体教师都将 This faulty has spent
毕生精力奉献于此 而你现在跟我们说 their lives on the board, and you tell us
我们的事业是怎样再造价值 that our careers are about re-sell value?
-一派胡言 -让他滚蛋 - Bullshit ! - Give him hell lady ...
-赶紧下台 -别耍性格 - Storm the game - Don't let the things simply, man
后果你承担不起 That is the thing that you can't afford.
你这是威胁 This sound like an threat.
-够了 请坐下 -我不要坐 - I mean that's enough, please sit down? - No I would not ...
好了 请坐下吧 That's enough, could you please sit down?
请大家遵守秩序 Do we have some order here, please.
霍华德博士说得对 Dr. Harward was right
-这所学校真是冥顽不灵 -说得好 - This school was crying in this district. - Yeah you bet Pal.
讽刺够了就请您回家吧 Could you finish your pitch and go home?
急着赶我走吗 Why you hurry, huh?
我可没对你落井下石 I didn't pull you out in depasture.
这所破学校撑不了几个月了 So enjoy running this relic for a few more months.
你这个老顽固 你也没戏唱了 You are fossil and you are fucking done!
你现在急着回家吗 You urge right going home?
我不知道该拿自己怎么办 Like I don't know what to do with myself
毕竟我不是教室 that I'm not like classroom.
有时候 周末我都不敢回家 Some Friday afternoon, I am afraid to go home,
不想孤单度过 all the time all alone.
是啊 Yeah.
我母亲极端仇恨我父亲 My mother hates my father passionately.
并非永远在那里 Are they for there not permanently...
只是一味看电视 Just watched a lot of TV.
-我第一次感觉不是赤裸的 -并非暂时 - For the only time that I don't feel naked. - Not a temporary one.
-我教书是有私心的 -我的妈妈叫史密斯·麦迪逊 - I teached for selfish reasons. - My mother was Smith Madison.
我要控制好 ...I need an good control.
-我需要接近那些孩子 -做了许多类似的好事 - I need ... to get those kids. - It does great similar things...
-学校时光 -是她的全部 - Those moments in school... - Is all she has...
戛然而止 It must be like an shit end up there...
是我见过的最好的老师 Best teacher I ever had.
你有什么故事 So what is your story?
我的故事 My story?
我只是一次干一件事 I'm just... I'm just taking one thing at a time.
为什么虚度年华呢 Why are you wasting your life,
有许多吸引人的事 you know something to indulge?
我每天都在教书 当我们... I teach every day I mean, when we...
你并不真正了解我 you are not really know me.
发生了什么事 So what happened to you?
你不想要更加永恒的东西吗 You don't want something more permanent?
-你好 -你去哪儿了 - Hi. - Where have you been?
什么 我出去了 What? I was out.
-和同事吃饭 -男孩女孩 - With a colleague. - A boy or a girl?
是位女士 A woman.
我觉得自己真傻 你干嘛把我当小孩对待 You made me feel like so stupid. Why do you treat me like a kid?
因为你就是个孩子啊 抱歉 Because you're a kid, I am sorry.
-我没料到 -你只需要 - I wasn't expecting this - All you have to do is...
告诉我你晚点回来就行 tell me that you gonna be home later.
慢着 慢着 Back up, alright?
我不需要你报恩 I am not obliged to you, okay?
我愿意让你住在这里 但是 I mean you welcome to stay here, but you know,
你不要对我有所期望 好吗 you don't have to get expectations of me, alright?
这只是暂时的 This is an temporary thing,
你暂时寄居于此 you... you able to stay here, but...
但终会离去 你明白吗 eventually you have to go, you understand that?
-我觉得你有必要 -够清楚了 - I think it is important that you... - It's clear.
我明白了 要我现在走吗 I get it, you want me to go now?
我干别的事比收拾屋子拿手多了 I got better things to do than clean up the stuffs
你居然做了晚餐 I can't believe you made dinner.
在哪儿买的 From what?
杂货店 杂货店买的材料 Goceries, from the Goceries store.
孩子 做得真不错 It's really nice kid.
好久没人在家给我做饭了 Its been long time since somebody cooked me at home.
谢谢你 艾丽卡 Thank you Erica.
我们都有问题 We all have problems,
都有眼下要处理的事情 we all have things we are dealing with right now
我们都会 and we all ...
晚上把问题带回家 Take them home with us at night,
白天带问题去上班 take them to work with us in the morning.
我想 这种无助 对于勇气的认知 I think that helplessness, that realization that for bolding of,
就像在海上漂流 being a drift in the sea,
没有... it's no...
没有救生衣 没有安全感 buoies no safety then,
突然你恍然大悟 原来是自己 when you thought you will be the one...
把救生衣扔了 throwing the buoy.
晚饭吃什么 Anything for dinner?
跟我慢慢道来吧 Tell me all about it from the beginning.
-你才不关心呢 -不是的 - You don't care - Oh no...
我关心得很 I am so much in care, love.
你太居高临下了 You are so condescending.
亲我一下 Give me a kiss.
亲一下 我就和你一起想办法 Come on, I will sort thing out with you
-来嘛 -算了吧 - Come on. - Stop it.
还记得我什么时候给你买的这个吗 Do you remember when I bought you this?
美妙的威尼斯之夏 我出发前 The beautiful summer in "Venice" before
咱们一同去追寻昔日激情 I travel we were resign to reviving old passions?
你个烂人 "You suck! "
-血色茄汁 -没错 - Bloody? - Yeah.
-外公 你还在写日志吗 -不 - Grandpa, you doing any writing of your journal? - No...
我记不住那么多东西 I don't remember much.
像我这样 已不能思考 When you were there, you can't think in this place,
没有新的记忆 cannot make new memories.
谢谢 Thank you.
-你还好吗 -什么 - You alright? - What?
你能看见我 你能看见我站在这里 You see me? You see me standing here?
是的 我能看见 Yes, I see you here.
天啊 真残酷 谢谢 Oh God, its so relentless, thank you.
卡罗尔 事情已无法挽回 Carol, there is no way for us to do this,
我已经和高层谈过 I spoke with the Super-attendant,
他决定解雇你 he agrees to let you out for the rest of year.
事已至此 It is where it is,
拿好遣散费 站好最后一班岗 take your pension fulfill your last years...
献上我的诚挚祝福 Send greetings of my best...
我只想...我受够了 I just want... I had enough,
我只想告诉人们都滚远点 I just want to tell someone to fuck off.
我觉得自己好病态 I think I am sick.
-为什么 -我今天的行为太出格了 - Why? - I crossed the line today
所有的事都他妈没意义 I mean the whole thing is fuck.
都他妈的是白费 Whole thing is fuck, is not?
派克博士 有什么事 What's up, Dr.Parker?
别找我了 我忙着呢 Can we get over It? I have got things to do.
高中毕业后你不上大学 Well, what are your plans after
你有什么打算 High School since you are not going to college?
不知道 I don't know.
也许和男朋友接着混 做个模特 Hanging out with my boyfriend, these whole modelling shit...
-加入朋友的乐队 -我看了你近十周的成绩 - Be my friends' band - I have your ten week grade report.
你知道是什么结果吗 Do you know what they said?
不及格 不及格 Fail, Fail, Fail
-全都不及格 -不及格又怎样 - F, F, F. - F, F, F yah.
怎么样 这意味着你全不在乎 Do you know what that means? Its mean you don't care.
你真聪明 You're brilliant.
我能走了吗 Can I go now?
天啊 你怎么能这么浅薄 这么令人讨厌 Oh god, you are an shallow disgusting creature.
想听真话吗 You want to know the truth?
第一 你进不了乐队 One, you are not gonna be in an Band,
也当不了模特 因为你没有抱负 or an Model Missy, because you have no ambition.
没有一技之长 在美国 你得和80% 的人竞争 With no skills, you will competing with 80% of the U.S.
拿最低工资的劳动力 workforce for minimum wages job,
这意味着你下半辈子永无出头之日 which mean the way you living for the rest of your life
且有朝一日会因被机器取代 until you are replaced by computers.
-我才不在乎呢 -第二 - I don't care - Two, ....
你唯一的才能就是让男人上你 The only talent you ever have is getting men to fuck you.
你的生活就是一出苦情戏 Your life will basically become a carnaval of pain.
你怎么就不明白 Now why can't you understand it,
过不了几天 用不了多久 not one more day, not one more hour!
事情只会越变越糟 It will get worse, much worse!
我每天到这间办公室 Everyday I come in this office
看着你们这群孩子如此糟蹋自己 and I listened your kids to shit all over yourselves!
不在乎谁不会啊 It's so easy to be careless,
要有多大的勇气才能去在乎 it takes courage and courage to care.
你们都没有这样的勇气 None of you have any of these qualities.
-滚出去 给我滚 滚 -你他妈有病 - Get out! Just get out! Get out! - Fuck You!!
-我精疲力竭了 -没有 - I am totally burn out. - No you were not.
-是这样的 -不知道你是怎么撑过这一天的 - I am. - I mean I don't know how you make it through the day.
你看 我带着 Listen, seriously what
这些药片 就是为了抗压的 do you think I take these pills for?
现在谣言四起 I mean, there are lot of rumors there.
别这样 别为这些事烦心 Oh come on, I don't dig these things,
我都能搞定那些家长 I can be an Master of these parents.
帮他们修理 I will be help them out
不听话的孩子 to throw the fucking kids out of the window.
别哭了 你是最棒的 Come on, you're the best.
跟你说说我的看法 这份工作最糟的地方在于 I'll tell you my opinion, the worst thing about this job
没人会感谢你 is that nobody say thank you.
-没有 -确实没有 - No. - No.
我要感谢你 I'm here to say thank you.
你做的工作 我们都不能胜任 You are doing the job that none of us can do.
你的位置无可替代 None of us.
-格蕾丝 -我有没有告诉过你 - Grace. - Have I ever told you that you're the only person,
我只有你这一个倾诉对象 I have to talk to.
-亨利 -怎么回事 - Hi Henry. - What happened?
他们给你家打电话 They called to your house.
-你外公觉得胸痛 -情况如何 - Your grandfather felt his chest pains. - Then?
医生说他现在情况稳定 The doctor says he's stable.
但他时日无多了 He doesn't have a lot of time.
-我很遗憾 亨利 -你来这里 - I am so sorry Henry. - How long...
多久了 have you been here?
今天早上刚到 我不知道怎么联系你 Since this morning, I didn't know how to get a hold of you.
不知道你在哪里工作 I don't know where you work.
你陪了他一整天吗 You are having a whole day with him?
外公 Hi, grandpa.
你醒着吗 Still hanging in there, I see.
宝贝 你妈妈今天来陪我了 Sweetheart, your mother was with me today.
你见到她了吗 Did you see her?
-没有 -我告诉她 害怕自己离开你 - No. - I told her I was afraid to leave you,
但她向我保证 ...but she promised,
会好好照看你 That she would look after you.
她肯定说到做到 I'm sure she meant that.
帕特丽夏告诉我 Patricia tell me that
你已经原谅了我 对吗 you've forgiven me, haven't you?
老爸 你有什么事要我原谅的 What do you need to forgiven me, daddy?
就是那些 Those things,
我干过的事情 you know, the things I did.
你都是为了照顾我 All you have done is to take care of me.
一直对我关心备至 Always look after for me.
那你为什么怕我 Why did you afraid of me?
我不是怕你 老爸 No, daddy, no.
我知道 有时候你会把事情记混 I know how you get sometimes you get little mixed up.
你会为些从未犯过的错误感到自责 You feel responsible for the things that you didn't do.
这么说伤害你的不是我 So I wasn't the one who hurted you?
老爸 不是你 No sir, that wasn't you.
我真希望不是我伤害了你 I hoped it wasn't true.
帕特丽夏 我一直都很爱你 Patricia, I've always loved you.
老爸 Daddy,
只要你准备好了 you can feel free to leave,
随时都可以走 whenever you are ready.
你知道吗 没关系了 Do you know that? That's okay.
别害怕 There is nothing to fear.
走吧 Come on.
离开这儿吧 Let's leave from here.
帕特丽夏是你母亲吗 Is Patricia your mom?
她怎么了 What happened to her?
很久之前 她便离开了 She left a while ago.
你是说她过世了 You mean she died?
她怎么死的 How did she dead?
我小的时候 父亲抛弃了我们 My father left when I was a kid,
我对他没什么印象 I don't really remember him.
我们一家子一直是三个人 Its always the three of us,
外公 母亲和我 mother and grandpa and I together
三人住一起 in this house.
我发现母亲躺在地上 I found her... on the floor.
她服下了很多安眠药 She was taking enough pills
看到这个场景 外公有些崩溃了 and grandpa at that moment, kinda of lost it.
致亨利
我和外公坐在门廊里 I sat with my grandpa on porch
看着他们来抬走母亲的遗体 and we watched they came and took her away.
你那时几岁 How old were you?
七岁 Seven,
不是很肯定 但是 I am not for sure, but I...
我记得妈妈很年轻 think my mother was young
祖父心事重重 something happened with my grandpa.
你当时害怕吗 Were you afraid of it?
不怕 No.
她什么都没告诉你吗 Did she ever say anything to you?
没有 No.
但是回头想想 But looking back on it,
我觉得她用她的方式保护了我 I think she protected me on her own way.
怎么说 How?
她让我晚上把自己的房门锁起来 She made me locked my door at night.
公园空无一人 The park is now empty in bare,
遭人遗弃 惹人嫌弃 and abandoned, we feel ashamed about it.
格子爬梯 滑滑梯以及秋千都生锈了 The jungle gym, the slide and the swing rusted together.
显得格外凄凉 And also terribly alone now.
孩子们都上哪儿去了 Where did the all children gone?
难道他们不知道 公园是多么需要他们 Didn't they know the park needed them?
孩子睿智的心灵 The child's intelligent heart
能抚平很多生活的创伤 can flatten the depth for many dark places.
但我却无法找到 But I cannot find them,
自我超脱的时刻 the delicated moment of its own detachment.
-你好 巴特老师 -你好梅雷迪思 - Hi Mr. Barthe. - Hello Meredith.
你好吗 How's going?
不错 我很好 Fine, I am alright ...
我帮你做了张画像 I made a picture for you.
拿来看看 Come here.
-是你画的 -是的 - You did? - Yeah.
画得真美 很有才 Wow, it's beautiful and, it's really talented.
-谢谢夸奖 -你学这个很久了吗 - Thanks. - Are you doing this for an long time?
从小时候就开始了 I've been doing this since I was a kid.
一张空白的面孔 站在一个空荡的教室 Man with no face, in a empty room.
这就是我给你的印象吗 Is this how you see me, Meredith?
我也不知道是怎么看待你的 I don't know how I see you.
就是对你现在状态的想法 This is just how I thought in your situation.
你有没有想过 Don't you ever think about
你们做老师的在校园之外是怎么一个人 who you teachers are on the outside?
-现实生活中 -我想是的 - In real life? - I guess so.
这教室看上去真实吗 Does this place seem real to you?
我在学校附近观察你 I watched your around the school.
你看上去总是很悲伤 You always seem so sad.
可能你生活不顺吧 Maybe you are having hard-time things...
如果你想找个人倾诉 and if you need someone to talk to.
-梅雷迪思 -老师 - Meredith - Yes sir.
你需要找人倾诉吗 Do you need someone to talk to?
是的 我能和你谈吗 Yes, will you talk to me?
和你谈话时 有种被你看穿一切的感觉 When you talk to me, you give me is like you really see me.
我确实能看透你的心思 I do see you Meredith.
-你想去和派克医生聊聊吗 -得了吧 - Would you like to see Dr. Parker? - Oh come on,
你别和我提找心理咨询师的事情 don't warn me of the guidance consultor.
不是这个意思 不是的 I am not, I am not...
我能帮你什么呢 What can I do for you?
正如你所说 我们出生在这样的社会上 Its like you said we're brought up to this,
一无所有 there is nothing left,
我们唯一能做的就是感叹生活的糟糕 nothing but to realize and how fuck up the things are.
这还不够 我无法坚持 It's not enough, I won't last.
听我说 听着 Listen to me, just listen.
我们大家都一样 都会感到痛苦 We are all the same, we all feel pain,
都会遭遇生活的混乱琐碎 and we all have chaos in our lifes.
我知道 生活本身非常的复杂 Life is very very confusing, I know.
我也没有生活的答案 I don't have the answers,
但是我知道 如果你把事情写出来 but I know if you write it out
一切都会好的 it all be okay.
巴特斯老师 你喜欢我吗 Mr. Barthes, do you like me?
当然喜欢 Of course I do.
梅雷迪思 别这样 Meredith, please don't.
-求你了 -我愿意帮你 - Please. - I'd like to help you.
-求你了 求你了 -别哭 别哭 - Please, please. - No, no.
你说你喜欢我的 You said you like me, please...
求你了 求你了 Please, please ...
求你了 别离开我 Oh please, don't push me away,
抱着我 please just hold on to me,
你说过一切都会好的 and you said everything's gonna be ok.
一切都会好的 会好的 Everything will be fine. It is okay, please.
等等 梅雷迪思 Meredith, wait a second.
-这是怎么了 -什么 - What's going on? - What? Hey!
-梅雷迪思 梅雷迪思 -你这是在干什么啊 - Meredith, Meredith - What were you doing?
梅雷迪思 我很抱歉 Meredith, I am sorry.
-你都干了什么啊 -你说什么 - What were you doing? - What?
你干了什么 What are you doing?
-你说什么 -你抱着她 - Excuse me?! - You was just touching her.
你在含沙射影什么 What do you... what do you insalivating?
你和女学生在教室里单独相处很不合适 It is inappropriate to be in here alone with that young girl.
什么叫不合适 她需要找个人倾诉 It is inappropriate, she needed someone to talk with to.
你觉得我在干什么 What do you think I'm doing?
我怎么知道你在干什么 I don't know what I am doing.
靠近我 "Just make me close."
你以为我是他妈的变态吗 What do you think I am fucking provert?
你是这个意思吗 Is that what you insalivating?
她需要找人聊聊天 She needed someone to talk to her.
-你摸她干什么 -我没有摸她 - Why would you touching her? - I wasn't touching her.
亲爱的 没事的 "Its alright my dear".
帕特丽夏 "Patricia"
我不是什么变态的老男人 I'm not... not a sick old man!
你就是这么看我的吗 Is that what you think of me?
你就是这么想的吗 Is that what you think?
我只是想帮助她 I just wanted to help her!
出去 让开 让开 Get out! Excuse me! Excuse me!
你说我该怎么想 What am I supposed to think?
管你他妈的怎么想 Fucking to your fucking judgement!
你好 他不在家 Hello, no, he's not home.
你好巴特斯先生 Hello, Mr. Barthes.
你要是觉得可以了 Whenever you feel like
楼下有些书面文件 you are ready to have some paperwork downstairs
要你签字 I need you to take care of them.
我很遗憾 I am sorry.
我希望可以有不同的结局 I wish things were different.
我尝试过 但是事实是 我们... I tried, you know, fuck, the thing is... we all...
我们都有各自的难题 We all have problems with all the things we dealing with.
有些时候情况好点 Somedays would better than others,
有些时候则很糟 some days we're not so great,
有些时候我们不能给予别人 somedays we have limited spaces
足够的空间 for others.
早上好 我做了早饭 Good day, I made breakfast.
要牛奶吗 Want some milk?
这些孩子需要别的东西 These kids need something else.
他们不需要我 They don't need me.
-你不吃吗 -我不饿 - You don't have it? - Yeah, I'm not hungry.
你不能一直流浪街头 知道吗 You know, you can't keep living on the street.
我没有啊 这不和你住一起吗 No, I am not. I mean I here staying with you.
你不能继续和我一起住了 You can't continue to stay here with me.
-和我住对你不好 -没这回事儿 - Its not good for you. - This not true.
从小到大 你算是我唯一的亲人 You're the only family that I ever had.
我不能做你的亲人 Well I can't be your family.
我不能提供你所需的 I can't give you what you needed.
你得理解我 You have to understand, you should be...
你真的很好... You are good...
很绅士 And gentle.
你是个很棒的男人 You are the most guy.
亨利 我爱你 I love you Henry.
-进来吧 -你好 - Come in, hi - Hi.
你好 Hello there.
-艾丽卡 -别让他们带我走 - Erica ... - Don't let them take me.
求你了 Please.
-不要 -听着 你得... - No. - Listen, you should ...
你是我唯一的亲人 求你了 You are all that I have, please.
-别赶我走 -你应该离开的 对不起 - Don't let me go - You should go, sorry.
-不要 不要 -不要 别这样 - No, no. - No, don't do this.
-亨利 亨利 -你走吧 - Henry! Henry! - You should go.
-亨利 -松手吧 - Henry! - You have to let go.
-亨利 -你走吧 - Henry! - You have to.
-亨利 -你快放手吧 - Henry! - You have to leg go now.
亨利 Henry!
你帮忙拿下东西 Get her things.
-亨利 亨利 -走吧 - Henry! Henry! - Come on.
-不要 不要 -一切会好的 - No! No! - Things will be okay
别这样 Don't do this.
-你会没事的 -不要 不要 - You gonna be okay. - No! No! No!
不要 No!
我为她感到惋惜 Well... I feel awful for her.
-为谁 -为我们学校 - For who? - For our school.
这话听着挺假的 It may sound broke but
家长来访夜
但是我一直觉得学校有自己精神 I always felt that the school had its spirit.
一所学校不只是几幢老建筑 It's not just a bunch of old buildings,
她是有生命的 but they're alive.
我不明白 家长都上哪儿去了 I just can't understand where are all the parents?
我不知道 I don't know.
我在教室待了两个小时 It was in my room for two hours
只看到一位家长 and I saw only one parent.
他们都去哪里了 人呢 Where are they? Where is everybody?
-我们不知道 -不可思议 - We don't know. - Its uncanny.
又没拉空袭警报 没有炸弹乱飞 No air raid sirens, no bombs.
不应该这样 Doesn't happen that way.
开始还有些悄悄絮语 之后便寂静无声 Starts in the whisper, then nothing.
我们以前跳过一次舞 是不是 We had an music once, hadn't we?
是的 Yes, we did.
你还记得那个晚上吗 Do you remember that night,
我们同时要接待两位家长 where we have two parents at a time?
之后人越来越多 And then we have more and
排着队等待 the many more waiting in the waiting list.
大厅里充满了 And halls were filled
欢声笑语 庆祝之声 with joys and celebrations.
而如今 一无所有 Now, its nothing.
时过境迁啊 Rememberance the things passed.
我倒是有种到家的感觉 I actually felt quite at home.
没有父母来 No parents.
我觉得太恰当了 I thought how appropriate.
就好似醍醐灌顶 Its like... a moment of the insight.
让我们知晓了到底出了什么问题 The reality of the fucking problem in the first place.
有些人觉得我们能改变世界 Some of us believe that we can make a difference.
但有时 我们醒来后发现 And then sometimes when we wake up
我们并没有做到 and we realize we failed.
你好 我是免费诊所的格雷琴 Hi, its Gretchen calling from the free clinic.
艾丽卡·路易斯的血检结果出来了 Erica Lous has her test result back.
请尽快 Please get her to call us.
让她和我们联系 as earliest as possible at your convenience.
谢谢 Thank you.
你父母很好 "You have good parents."
婊子闭嘴 " Bitch you shut up. "
我和母亲 "Mother and I... "
死胖子 " A Diet Bitch! "
这些作品想表现什么呢 是你扭曲的灵魂吗 " What are these supposed to be? Your tortured soul?
我们一无所有 "Its has nothing left"
唯有感叹生活的糟糕 "but to realize and how fuck up the things are ..."
我受不了了 老爸 "I won't stand that, dad!"
画些积极向上的画 "Paint something more cheerful."
我们生活中都有琐碎的烦恼 " We have chaos in our lives".
谁留你这样的头发啊 减减肥 "No people grow hairs like yours, lost some weight".
我们会没事的 " We all gonna be okay ".
-早上好 -早上好 - Good morning. - Good morning.
上课之前 Before we take class
我想告诉你们 I want to tell you that
今天是我最后一堂课 today will be my last day with you.
周一开始将会来一位正式的任课老师 You're gonna have a permanent teacher on Monday.
巴特斯老师 你去哪里呢 Where will you going, Mr. Barthes?
我会去另一个学校 I will go to another school.
-我们会想你的 真他娘的想 -真的 - We will miss you, man. I'll fuck with you. - Yeah?
这里的其他老师都是些白痴 All those teachers there in this place they're "dickheads".
一直这么换学校 你不觉得累吗 You don't get tired of moving around all the time?
这就是我的工作 It's my job works, well
我过来代一阵子课 I come in here for a period of time.
你们不会因此落下课程 So you don't have to suspend and out of here.
直到你们长期任课老师到来 and then you will have an permanent teacher come in.
然后我就离开 And I leave.
所有老师注意 "Attention to all teachers,
以下是校长室的特别通知 this is an special announcement from the Principle's Office."
拟定于午餐时间召开全体教职员工大会 "There will be all faulties meeting today during the nutrients."
学生用餐时间延长 "Students' nutrients will be extended"
十分钟 谢谢 "for ten minutes, thank you."
今天请你们来 是为就学校的现状进行讨论 I invited you here today to discuss, the status things.
我知道没有... I know there wasn't ... I know that there isn't ...
很抱歉 I am sorry.
我们需要某一些事物 We all need something
来帮助我们从现实的复杂中抽离出来 to extract us from the complexity and reality.
或多或少地考虑下这些问题的由来 More or less to think about where they came from.
或多或少地考虑下 More or less to think about the
怎样努力才能... struggle that it takes to become somebody to get out of...
才能... ... to get out of the ...
脱离那芸芸众生的苦海 the sea of pain that we all have to get out of it.
-你好梅雷迪思 -你好 - Hello Meredith. - Hello.
你最近不怎么来上课啊 Haven't seen you in class lately?
你干什么去了 Where have you been?
-做蛋糕 -原来如此 - Baking. - Oh, I see.
很高兴能看到你 I am happy I get to see you
今天是我在校的最后一天 because it is my last day.
好讽刺 How ironic!
正巧 原本这是给我自己买的 Listen, I was thinking, I bought this for myself but,
但我想给你应该更有用 maybe you could make better use of it.
我想要那个 样子最好 I like that, it's the best.
那个不能给你 You can't have that one.
我留给自己的 It's mine.
你拿这个吧 好吗 But, can you have this one?
-更适合你 -谢谢 - It's better for you anyway. - Thanks.
我很抱歉 I am sorry.
如果我不经意间伤害了你 If I have hurted you in any way, I um...
我知道你现在很难受 I know that its tough right now, for you,
-但不会一直这样的... -再见巴特斯老师 - but its not always gonna be... - Goodbye Mr. Barthes.
再见 梅雷迪思 Goodbye Meredith.
有人说 自杀 They say that suicide
是解决烦恼的万灵药 is a permanent solution to the temporary problem.
我会让你瞧瞧的 I will let you know.
我名叫梅雷迪思 我想要自杀 My name is Meredith and I want to kill myself.
梅雷迪思 Meredith.
不 No.
亨利 Henry.
一切会好的 一切会好的 Things are gonna be OK. Things are gonna be OK.
一切会好的 Things are gonna be OK.
我们有责任 We have such a responsibility
去引导年轻一代 不让他们成为 to guide our young so that they don't end up
垮掉的一代 falling apart.
不让他们堕落 Falling by the way side.
不让他们变得一文不值 Becoming insignificant.
今天 我有所感悟 I realized something today.
我微不足道 I'm a nonperson.
你不该来这里 You shouldn't be here.
我身不在此 I am not here.
你可以看见我 但看到的只是躯壳 You may see me, but I am empty.
失败 我们要失败了 Failing, we're failing.
因为我而失败 Failed and that's thanks to me.
我让所有人失望了 I have let everyone down.
也包括我们在内 Including ourselves.
守护天使 抚养中心 青年部
当我走过走廊 And I am walking down the hall way
你们在教室里上课的时候 and you are in your class.
你们中有多少人 How many of you
曾经感受过紧压在胸口的压力 have ever felt the weight pressing down on you?
我感受过 I have.
每个人都有吗 Everyone?
爱伦·坡 美国诗人 小说家和文学评论家
好 爱伦·坡在一百多年前就写到了这种情况 Well, Poe wrote about these things over 100 years ago.
随着文章的深入 So as we read,
选自爱伦·坡的哥特式小说《厄舍府的倒塌》
我们可以发现厄舍府不只是一座古老的 衰败的 we can see that the House of Usher is not merely an old
正在整修的城堡 and crapped castle under its repaire.
更反映出现世的凄凉 It is also an state of being.
"在那年秋季枯燥 灰暗而瞑寂的" "During the whole of a dull, dark soundless day"
"某个长日里” "In the autumn of that year"
"沉重的云层低悬于天穹之上" "When the clouds hung oppressively low in heaven"
"我独自一人策马前行" "I have been passing alone on the horse's back"
"穿过这片阴沉的 异域般的乡间土地" "Through the Singularly,dreary tract in the country"
"最终" "And at length found myself,"
"当夜幕缓缓降临的时候" "as the shades of the evening drew on"
"厄舍府清冷的景色展现在我眼前" "Within the view of melancholy House of Usher"
"我未曾目睹它过往的模样" "I know not how it was"
"但仅凭方才的一瞥" "But with the first glimpse of the building"
"某种难以忍受的阴郁便浸透了我的内心" "A sense of insufferable gloom pervaded my spirit"
"我望着宅邸周围稀疏的景物" "I looked upon some blank scape for domain"
"围墙荒芜 衰败的树遍体透着白色" "Upon the bleak walls,upon the white trunks of decayed trees"
"我的灵魂失语了" "With the utter depression souls"
"我的心在冷却" "There was an iceness"
"下沉" "A sinking"
"显出疲软的病态" "A sickening of the heart"
超 脱